Tis weird

'Tis weird'

Tis weird to know... certain things.

Tis weird that quite a few ppl are breaking up this hols.

Tis weird that I know some things that I can't tell some ppl.

Tis weird to feel free from the feeling of dejection..

But, one thing is not weird. Im happy. Im happy that I can feel my heart being strong enough to move on. *touch wood*

Im happy.

Even if nothing happens. I wish I could tell you how you're part of mending the once broken ego. Not heart 'cause noone took it. Just the ego :P

Rambling nonsense that noone can get again, I suppose.

Yes, Im very "syok sendiri".

*heart*

Have a Little Faith

'Have a Little Faith'

Been reading 'Keeping Faith' by Jodi Picoult and although Im only 1/4 way's through... I have been just a little bit inspired.

If anyone even reads my blog they'd understand that I don't update on what has been going on around me but what has been going on within me. In a way one sees how my thoughts and feelings mature. Whether they actually mature or not, Im not sure but this is my outlet.

So, just another random thought that went through my head today.

If you accept the pain with some grace and do not blame anyone for it... God and faith will show you why... There is not always a plan but with some Grace and Faith, one will be able to accept the turmoils of life and take it as what it's meant to be. To allow everything and everyone around you to blossom the way they are supposed to.

To be selfish and wonder why things never go your way and force things to go your way (just so you yourself might be happy) will just make the world an ugly place for you and others around you. 

I understand now, the pain, although not the same as those who are not as fortunate as I, my pain was a stab to my ego. But, now I get it. It's nice to move on.

It's a happy feeling to feel happy for others. Whether you like them or not. Whether you know them or not.

Accept the things that come your way with a little Grace and have a little more Faith.

HAPPY 2009!

:)