Kinda funny since some ppl think I'm the most zen person in the world.
But my blood test shows elevated levels of prolactin. Couldn't sleep so I decided to rearch causes for it. And the only culprit I could find was stress.
Oh Sue-Anne. Everyone has been asking me "how are you?". I say "I'm ok." in an uncertain tone. Truth is, I have not been feeling motivated to do... Pretty much anything. But I keep telling myself to push on.
Now, looking at my blood test and thinking back, I guess "I'm not ok."
Thanks, mummy for pushing me to see a doctor. As usual, you know me best. I don't know when I'm suffering from something.
I guess all my stress feels trivial to everything everyone else goes through. So I tell myself constantly to remain calm and not stress. But all this time, am holding up the stress all up in here. In my f*cking pituitary gland.
I hate myself for not being able to handle such trivial FWPs!
Now that's just gonna lead to more stress isn't it?!
