How can you want...

...what you just can't have?

I got to thinking, there really is no such thing as a 'Love Triangle' unless one of the parties is homosexual.

The triangle could never be complete [unless one party is gay as previously stated]. Take the most famous example- 'The Phantom of the Opera'.

Here, the Phantom loves Christine Daae, Christine Daae loves Raoul, but Raoul does not proceed to love the Phantom instead the arrow turns the other way around and Raoul loves Christine back. As rightfully said by Jiayueh, it is a 'Love V' instead.

My point is, I think (as perasan as it may sound but honestly, wtv) I experienced an 'Attention-seeking [incomplete] triangle' the other day.

Basically it was A seeking for the attention of B, B seeking for the attention of C and C was actually looking outward toward the freaking 'real world'.

In fact, all C wants is to curl up into a little ball and wonder what C really wants. In fact, C can feel C's feelings scream out its need for something that C cannot have. But, C knows that being a good person is more important as there is no point keeping everyone else unhappy for your own selfish reasons.

So, A and B, I hope one of you learns a 'real life' lesson soon because hurting other people's feelings could backfire on you and you might just get nipped in the butt without realising it.

And, C wishes to let C's readers know that ranting is not all C does, it is just that C's blog is C's only outlet sometimes. So, thank you for concerns and thank you for not hating who C really is.

All images used are merely to illustrate a point and apologies for any copyright issues. Do note I do not claim them to be my own drawings/images.

really? you'll be there for me?

Sometimes being there for someone is not enough.

Sometimes I just want you to be HERE for me.
Here, with your voice. Here, with your presence. I wanna feel your warmth.
Words... words are never needed. Only actions count.

Thank you, Daddy and Mummy, for always calling. I get it now.

I love you too.

Used to

Conversations in my head leave me with one-liners that I have to get out.

"I am used to there being nothing from the something that I feel."

wooo... another abstract and completely non-sensical post from your truly. awesome. pftt

Feel

The Listener

Yes. I will listen to your voice.

In fact, I will listen to all your voices.

Lay your voices on me.

I will listen.

Let me be distant, but I will listen.

Let me be free to not feel.

But...

I will listen

Your love, is impossible...

I have listened to this song 15 times in 2 days. It seems to intrigue me as I am constantly trying to figure out what the lyrics mean. Perhaps, subconsciously, it is tugging at something in me?

But, I suppose everyone can interpret the lyrics as they want to see it. Perhaps it is left vague on purpose as to relate to all forms of relationships, whether love, hate, hope or whatever it is/was.




I don't want to feel like I don't have a future.
I don't want to feel like it's an end of a summer.
Let's not fall back to sleep like we used to.
I don't want to wake up knowing I don't have a future.

Impossible. Your love is something I cannot remember.

I don't want to spend another day in this city.
I woke up thirsty, it's hard to go back you know.
Let's not fall back to sleep like we used to, do you remember?
I don't want to wake up knowing I don't have a future.

Impossible. Your love is something I cannot remember.
And there's a first time and a second time, you've got to hold on.
Did you know it could happen to you?
Your love is something I cannot remember.

I don't want to see the same pictures all over.
And I've been standing on the same spot now since it's been over.
'Cause someone promised me a new chance, yes you promised.
I don't want to wake up knowing I don't have a future.

Impossible. Your love is something I cannot remember.
And there's a first time and a second time, you've got to hold on.
Did you know it could happen to you?
Your love is something I cannot remember.

You are just like your mother, I'm just the same as the others.
Do you believe everything they write in all those magazines?
Stay out of love until you're ready, stay out of it 'cause it scares you.
You'll still find your love outside the public library.

I know it could happen to you.
~~~~~~

Some seem to think it is about a break up. Some think it is about love that is not meant to be. Some think it is about problems in a relationship.

However, I found one person who posted what he/she thought the lyrics meant and ... boy was it dejavu.

"I think it's about someone who has been through some shit for too long.. both relationship wise and otherwise and FINALLY finds someone who they have this unbelievable bond with.. And everything was going wonderfully and natural.. And then the other person has problems commiting and so person #1 is like "Hey! What we have/had is really good! Why deny it? Stop being a pussy! I don't want to go back to the shit my life was before you.. lets not ignore what we obviously have."

Can you tell i can, uhh.. relate to person #1 right now? haha Great song."

Fishsticks

I can't stand it when people are selfish and I can't stand it when people are too nice!

ergh.

From Southpark,

A: "*Insert male name*, do you like fishsticks?"
B: "Yeah I like fishsticks"
A: "Do you like putting fishsticks into your mouth?"
B: "Yeah"
A: "What are you?! A GAY Fish?!"