Ungrateful bastards

I hate all of you.

So ungrateful.

What the fucking hell.

I don't care.... I may be blaming the whole world but myself.

But I hate you guys for not thinking of someone else before yourselves.

Argh!

So annoying.

Just step off.

Im glad I left the place.

I HATE... that fucking hell hole of a bubble.

HATE YOu!!!

hear me?!

Hate the fucking guts out of you.

Good Food day

Today was good food day~

Dim Sum at Shark Fin's House.
Turnip Cake
Char Siew Pau
Calamari
Yam Cake
Omg...
Should I go on? Sweet heavenly taste of Chinese food~

Egg Tarts from Maxim's Bakery.

And, Sweet and Sour pork from the restaurant opposite Milano~

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm............

Oh and Sours Squirms from 7 Eleven~

Satisfied much? So much~!!! :D

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I still lie

I miss you like crazy

Like a crazy bitch

So so crazy

I belong in a mental ward

Never quite there

I realised something about myself and I probably mentioned this before but I am never QUITE THERE...

People have called me funky but I don't think I quite am.

People have said Im emo but not quite... ie. I don't cut myself.

I never quite completed my tae kwon do to be black belt.

I never quite got the scholarship I was working toward in College (during matriculation)

I never quite work all the way to get the full marks that my mother believes I can get but I never do 'cause I NEVER QUITE work as hard as I should.

I never quite went all the way with my drama classes even though I loved them.

People have said that I'm not like a typical Malaysian but I'm not entirely not a typical Malaysian as I still dress like one with my fakely branded t shirts and jeans/long pants.

I have never quite been in a relationship. I kinda ditched a guy half way through back when I was 16 I think. I still can't recall what happened to that 'cause I do believe it just stopped without either party saying anything.

See... I never quite have closure to any of my crushes either.

I have never quite fallen in love.

I never quite work hard enough in the positions I have held. ie. Didn't keep the class quiet as a class representative, be all social as president of the Leo Club (in fact I think I was quite anti Leo Club members from other schools... and I say WAS ok? I was emo back then... not quite... bleh)

Oh yeah.. and I always say I'm anti social but not quite.

I never quite went all the way with dancing.

I never quite went all the way with my poetry.

Never quite able to sing well.

Never quite able to play a musical instrument well.

Never quite awesome in any of the languages I have learnt.

Not quite that awesomely funny.

Never quite place an impression on people I have just first met.

Never quite recognisable.

Even my now dyed hair isn't quite all that red.

Besides the fact that I'm all girl. Biologically. Im really not quite anything, am I?

Maybe I'm not even quite all a girl. Should ask my parents.

Oh~ speaking of being a girl.

My aunt has given birth to a baby girl named Gwyneth~!!

I know, such a fantasy story book name right?

Grace and I in unison: "Uncle CK mar"

Yeap. That's our cool uncle and aunt who still read fantasy novels and rock out at concerts~!

Speaking of which, I'm not quite as cool as I think I am.

HAHA~!

No, really. That was a joke.

So where am I when I am never quite there?

Where do I stand? Really~

'cause I wanna let the whole world know im angry

Hmm~ Not exactly what I wanted...

But.. at least it's red....-ish? :P

In other news...

Doesn't this potato kinda look like a breast?

Looks a lil hairy though, don't it? :P

fuck this shit

seriously

HATE


I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because Im bored

And I remembered that I was suppose to show my friends my Linkin Park jacket like eons ago.

Im not really one for camwhoring. I prefer taking pics of things that don't move. Inanimate objects, if you prefer.




My temporary replacement for my dog--Happy. I hug it when I feel needy although I technically got it for Ria. HAHA!

My life as a TV show

Ok, not my life but I find watching other people or even listening to people's stories is like television.

Well, obviously since TV's inspiration is the people.

However, growing up, TV was always about things that would never really happen to me.

For example, the TV mum/ dad will tell the TV daughter/son about the bees and the butterflies but I never got that talk from my parents before.

On TV, people get asked out all the time. They have romantic dates, kiss and go home all happy. tralalala~

Nope. Never happened to me before.

But, ever since coming to Australia, I realised how much I don't need TV 'cause I can just watch all my programmes unfold right in front of me.

Like goths on the tram swearing and talking about how shitty the bloody world is-- I thought I would only see THAT on TV.

Even the new side bar background for my blog. I took a photo of it while in the Grampians. Seriously, I thought I would only see a scene like that on TV.

Maybe it's because I watched a lot of American TV and since I was living in Malaysia, many white people things don't happen around me. Especially with me being part of the more conservative category of persons.

So, it would seem that I have good reason to call Foxtel up and tell them that they still have yet to cancel their service despite the previous tenant having stopped payment.

Really?

Should I call them?

NAh~:P

Yong Tagged Me~

1. What age do you wish to marry?

-My dad said I better be married by 28. But he didn’t quite train me to get a guy. So how ar?

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?

- I sit on a really comfy chair or the floor and stare into space. At points, I stop breathing but I always start breathing again. If that doesn’t help, I watch super sob movie and cry my heart out. If that doesn’t help, I write a poem. (Haven’t written a poem in a while, must be a good sign)

3. Who is your idol?

- Nobody. I admire people but that’s it. I think idolizing is a bit unhealthy at times.

4. Where is the place you want to go most?

- A house made on the clouds. Somewhere over the rainbow! :P

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?

- Honestly I don’t know.

6. What is the purpose of your life?

- To play all the “Dash” spin-off games (ie. Diner Dash 1 and 2, Flo-on-the go, Wedding Dash, Doggie Dash etc.). Yeap. Then I will die happy. Someone give me a cracked version of Doggie Dash please~ :P

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?

- My passion for things. I lost it already. Oh well~
- But without my family and friends, I’d be lost.

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?

- Radiohead or jumping up and down for no reason

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

- Huh? Meaning I loved someone that I have never met before then I suddenly meet him/her?? Well, If I know I have fallen for someone, I will definitely let them know in other ways but may not confess straight away. ;P

10. List out 3 good things about the person who tagged you.

- Efficient, Jack (Jill?) of all trades, Beautiful inside and out.

11. What type of person do you hate the most?

- Bimbo, bitchy people who don’t do work

12. What would you do if you won a million dollars?

- Invest to make sure the money is doubled or whatever. Do charity. Do the whole Brangelina thing and then get a House on the clouds. Haha. Sif.

13. What is your ambition?

- Be in the corporate world and deal with celebrities. HAHA!

14. What will you do if you get rejected by someone you like?

- Rejected so many times already and it seems like I’m still alive. Guess I will move on, evidently. I learnt something new about myself every time I got rejected. Though, I don’t think I have ever been explicitly rejected before. I’m too chicken to go that far.

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?

- My impatience especially with bimbos and my utter inability to sort out arguments for Law.

16. What is your favourite colour?

- Red. Makes me think of spirit and winning :P

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

- Love. ‘Cause as Ria says… I’m a coconut. Hard on the outside but soft on the inside (actually like liquid on the inside. HAHA!).

18. If there's one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?

- Be involved with the media world. Music Video Director babeh. I wanna make videos for cool ass rock bands! :P Oh~ and KILL ALL OF THE BIMBOS!

19. What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of the world?

- Fly home with my brother to see my family. Wish everyone I know a good after life and look forward to seeing everyone in another dimension~ What an imagination.
Actually I would also do some things that I have been holding myself back on. I guess.

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?

- That when I’m with him, everything just seems to fall in place. An easiness should exist between us. Ups and downs will be easily understood by each other. Loyal, willing to do crazy things with me, understand my randomness and doesn’t mind subtle PDA-ing. WAHAHA! Opps. Too much info? Apparently, Virgos like to PDA. Hmm~

I tag anyone who wants to do this during your free time.

Whee~

The city is a lonely place

It just is.

Noone really wants to care about what you are up to.

Noone really knows anyone else.

I miss home~

Nope, daylight's savings has not ended

My internet has been shaped down to 64kbps. Nice~

Anyways, the week has not been THAT hectice yet I feel like all I want to do is lay in bed and never get out.

Oh! But guess what? I am out of bed!

Guess what? I don't know what to do about my Legal Theory essay 'cause the questions are as vague as it can be.

Oh! I became a tae kwon do member~ and grading is in 2 weeks!

What else is in 2 weeks?

Business Finance Mid term test! And right after that I have to hand in my Lega Theory outline!

Oh! And I ran for the Vice President of the UNICEF club in uni and I got it.

My body aches from doing exercise again after 1 and half weeks of skipping tae kwon do.

The wind has been blowing like a typhoon is coming and it caused my bicycle to fall over!

I made Korean Instant Noodle Soup 'cause my body insists that I have some artificial flavouring to be put into me.

I can't stop listening to Radiohead. It's like I'm a junkie.

You know how people drink coffee to stay awake? Give me music and I will stay awake all night for you, hawney.

Who knew that there can be so much to do but one can still be bored with life?