I have times where I just want to sit and stare without moving. Times like these are when I feel completely alone in the world. I question everything and feel the pointlessness of life rush over me. Though nothing really rushes over me, it just is.
I have come to learn that this feeling is not good for me to indulge in. So I try to reach out, and I will act out anyway. Push myself back into my own hole.
Sit and stare. Not speak. Let the tears roll.
Curious how this already lonely world can still find ways to make one feel even more alone.
How come you are so tough?
I always wondered how come my family members can always be so sound and seem so strong.
Even when it seems like a time of vulnerability, they express the situation in a calm manner. Not optimistic or pessimistic. Just neutral and realistic.
Is it just because I'm the youngest?
It often feels like I'm the only one in my family that wears my emotions on my sleeve.
Times like these, I'm glad I hv Dd.
But I guess we all hv our own private weak moments. And, everyone chooses to handle them differently. I js wonder how my family got so tough.
Even when it seems like a time of vulnerability, they express the situation in a calm manner. Not optimistic or pessimistic. Just neutral and realistic.
Is it just because I'm the youngest?
It often feels like I'm the only one in my family that wears my emotions on my sleeve.
Times like these, I'm glad I hv Dd.
But I guess we all hv our own private weak moments. And, everyone chooses to handle them differently. I js wonder how my family got so tough.
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