Opening my chakra

'twas the day they opened my chakra. 

Now I'm not sure how much I believe in it. But I let myself go... Let myself believe in the light that is good universal energy flowing into my father. 

Then an image came to mind. It just hit me. The image of daddy teaching me how to ride a bike. I rmb the bike, the field and the tree I hit. Most of all I remembered daddy's energetic and positive voice. Booming as it always does. 

From that image in mind sprung tears. Tears I could not stop. They flowed and flowed.

You are here now but yet I miss you already...  

If you wanna...

Honestly, if you just want a reason to tear us apart. Then YOU give me a solid reason and example for why it shouldn't be. 

We are in front of you. You tell me a solid case of what you see. 

You say I am young and shallow and do not see. That hurts because for once I feel like I am being young rather than years beyond my age. It's liberating and makes me excited about life. 

Your words have, again, the effect of making lose that drive to move. 

Why can't you let me be at my own pace instead of being angry that I'm not at your level. 

It hurts and feels unfair. 

I'm 25 but it feels that only now I'm experiencing what I should have as a teenager. 

Call me naive, call me shallow. At this point I have shut it all down.