I have always been the good girl. Why do I rebel now?
Because you didn't know I have always been too scared to do things my own way.
Plans
My family have big plans for me.
What they can't seem to accept is when my plans and other ppl's
plans differ from their preferred timeline and ideals.
They judge from afar but I wanna believe that those ppl are happy despite not following the set plan I have been brainwashed to believe most ideal my whole life.
Are those ppl rly happy? Anyone out there with a story? I need to get out and meet ppl on the ground and understand more stories. I'm starting to doubt the stories my family has shared. They always asked me not to touch the fire and I have always listened. Recently, I'm mesmerized by the fire and I feel the heat and I feel myself wanting to reach out and touch it.
What they can't seem to accept is when my plans and other ppl's
plans differ from their preferred timeline and ideals.
They judge from afar but I wanna believe that those ppl are happy despite not following the set plan I have been brainwashed to believe most ideal my whole life.
Are those ppl rly happy? Anyone out there with a story? I need to get out and meet ppl on the ground and understand more stories. I'm starting to doubt the stories my family has shared. They always asked me not to touch the fire and I have always listened. Recently, I'm mesmerized by the fire and I feel the heat and I feel myself wanting to reach out and touch it.
Overprotected
It is clear my overprotective parents will not listen to me. Even when my plans slightly differ from theirs.
This is why I'm unhappy. Yet they assume its because of my relationship. I cannot seem to do things my own way without them saying I should do it another way. No doubt they have experience and wisdom behind them but even the tiniest decisions in my life seem to have to go through them.
YOU my dear father and mother are what is driving me further away from you not anyone else. It is why I tire of telling you my plans and I tire speaking with you because u seem to want to judge and dictate everything I do.
Please please just leave me alone.
This is why I'm unhappy. Yet they assume its because of my relationship. I cannot seem to do things my own way without them saying I should do it another way. No doubt they have experience and wisdom behind them but even the tiniest decisions in my life seem to have to go through them.
YOU my dear father and mother are what is driving me further away from you not anyone else. It is why I tire of telling you my plans and I tire speaking with you because u seem to want to judge and dictate everything I do.
Please please just leave me alone.
Source of my sadness
How does one tell their loved ones that the source of your sadness is their want for your happiness?
Potential
The problem with potential is that everyone believes that they can help you hone it and make u happy.
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