the good, the bad, the happy and the sad

and so much more...

I want it all

Homesick

After 4 years, I finally genuinely miss home.

Thanks erratic winter rain for reminding me how great home is.

People get busy...

... no one always has the time to help solve your problems or just plain chill with you in this rat race of a world.

People get busy presenting stuff, writing stuff, teaching stuff but are they actually listening?

Some people get busy but they find time and patience to sit with you.. and LISTEN.

(or sometimes just sit with you... that's nice too :) )

Keanu Reeves sits with a Homeless Guy

Stretch

I have been wondering recently if I have stretched myself a little too thin these past two weeks.

I have now fallen sick. Is my body is telling me to slow down?

Yet, at the same time, I look around at everyone and I feel like they are doing so much more.

So, how come they can take it and I can't!?

Maybe I should do more! I should push myself! More more more...

But, I am sick and feeling a tad bit miserable.

It is back to Melbourne and the constant questioning of whether I am doing enough.

In some ways, I want to continue to stretch but when do I say stop? Do I ever say stop? Do I actually want to stop? Maybe I just want to keep going until I crash?

At the moment, I am just waiting for my body to crash because I feel so miserable I just can't get to sleep.

I just want this infection out of me.