the attraction, the magnet

The love that you see from another's eyes that draws you to them.

Maybe that's the attraction.

Love.

Because noone else will care as much as they do.




if you rly wanna know what goes thru my head...

I really should get like a consistent title for the random thoughts that get stuck in my head sometimes

For example, as I read an email my father sent me about how certain phrases like "I miss you", "I will be there for you", etc can foster greater relationships between friends and partners.

One of the phrases was "maybe you're right".

People like being right, don't they? Even when they aren't. Like, how I like people laughing at my silly jokes when they weren't actually that funny to begin with.

We all like being right. So how many people are telling us the truth? If we like people that think that we are right and hence become closer to them. Are we just lying to ourselves? Aren't the people who tell us we are wrong, actually indeed the people who are honest and worth keeping around.

...
And, another thought, models are just expensive canvases.

It's just...

Sorry if I am angry. I am angry at myself.

It's just all these expectations that I do not see for myself.

Expectations of what I think the other wants.

But, I have no want to do it. I have no want to be it.

So, I am sorry if I am angry. I am just disappointed in myself.