Remember that girl in "Mean Girls" who crashes the high school girls' apology session?
"No, I don't go to to school here. I just have a lot of feeel-ings... *sobs*"
Ah well. I think I'm that girl.
Kind of stressed at the moment.
My parents just left Melbourne this morning. There is this sense of absence around me (yes around me.. .not in the apartment 'cause they were hardly in the apartment anyways).
I feel like I need to care for someone unconditionally. Need to love someone. Need to immerse myself into a good cause that I truly believe in.
Instead, I find myself detached. Worried about my law essay but trying not to panic as panicking will only make me lose my focus and hence be unable to write any argument whatsoever.
I'm really worried about the essay.
I really just want to pass.
I miss my parents~ I miss home~ I miss my friends from back in the good ol' days~
When it was all just so easy and so close knit.
I need to care for people yet I withdraw myself. Further and further into my cocoon.
My Fake Plastic Love
Looking back...
Seems like everything I have ever felt was shallow.
My past doesn't seem to make me feel warm. Neither does it make me cold.
It's a feeling of neutrality. Indifference. Or maybe, tis all denial.
No no.. I totally lie. Just wanted to put up my photoshopped pic. WAHAHAH!
Tis actually me staring at the balloon with an amazed expression on my face. :P
But since I have been obsessed over the song "Fake Platic Trees" by Radiohead. I thought that would be my theme.
Lyrics that inspired me:
"She looks like the real thing.
She tastes like the real thing.
My FAKE PLATIC LOVE"
and
"And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time"
Sorry. Me is having founded new obsession...! :P
Tags with song titles~ Ooo so interesting :P
5 easy steps
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the respective question.
4. With the question, comment on how it relates to the question.
5. Tag your mates.
1. How are you feeling today?
Karma- Alicia Keys
HAHAH!! What goes around comes around eh? Tis true~ :P
2. Will you get far in life?
This time is the Last time- Mae
What??? Holy!!! *looks behind for the Grim Reaper*
3. How do your friends see you?
Likufanele- Zero 7
It means "You" in Xhosa (say what? what language is that?)
My friends see me as "you". Means they see me as me? Or they see me as a reflection of them?
4. Will you get married?
Initial D- Jay Chou
HAHAHAHA!!!!! I will marry a fucking sexy car... What about that? :P
5. What is your best friend’s theme song?
So fine- Guns N Roses
I have a self obsessed best friend perhaps? Or a really dodgy one?
6. What’s the theme song of your life?
San Gatsu (3/9)- Remioromen
Ok this is a damn sad song la... And it's in Japanese. Hmm~ Will I marry a Japanese guy?! :D:D
7. What was high school like?
Im a bitch Im a lover- Sheryl Crowe
Starts with " I hate the world today...". Interesting. Perhaps I really was a bitch. HAHAH!
8. What is in store this weekend?
Rockin' Robin- Bobby Day
Yeay~ Sounds like a happy-go-lucky weekend. Chillaxing :D
9. How is your life going?
A quoi reve une jeune- Alizee
literal translation: What dream a young. Err?? Yong? Help? :P
I do dream a lot though. *stumped*
10. What’s the best thing about your friends?
Absolutely Everybody- Vanessa Amorosi
Whee~ everyone LOVES this song. Means my friends are awesome and everybody thinks they are awesome especially me~ Whee~ :P
11. What song will they play at your funeral?
Crushcrushcrush- Paramore
Oh man~ Well, that makes me kinda scared thinking about what my DEATH will be like. *gulp*
12. How does the world see you?
Fake Tales of San Francisco- Arctic Monkeys
Oh man.. ppl think im fake? But, if you listen to the song it's really funky and cool. HAHAH~ *in denial*
13. How can you make yourself happy?
Angel of Music- Phantom of the Opera
Well, music does make me happy
14. What should you do with your life?
Vicarious- Tool
to take a place of another as a substitution. Eg. Jesus took the place of sinners place vicariously on the cross.
Opps. Yeah my English so char.. I had to go and find defintion :P
I don't quite get what that means still actually. So, I should take place of another? I should die and take over a human body?! *evil grin*
15. Will you ever have children?
You give love a bad name- Bon Jovi
Guess not. :D:D:D:D I mean, :(
16. What song would you strip to?
Stickwitu- Pussy Cat Dolls
Seriously, just ask the PCD to strip. Not me! :P Though, this is quite a romantic/sexy song. Definitely would entice one's partner to have *erhem erhem* if you strip to this song.
17. What does your mom think of you?
The Distance- Travis
Hey! So ngam. Indeed... We are very far away. :P
18. What is your deepest darkest secret?
The Fletcher Memorial Home- Pink Floyd
That I actually like death? What? seriously. I think I just have depressing music.
19. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Different People- No Doubt
Ah well, I guess that is why we are enemies eh?
20. What is your personality like?
One and One is Two- The Beatles
Well, it either means I'm really obvious. Or if in the context of the song... Means, I just desperately want to be in a relationship? HEHE!
21. What song will be played at your wedding?
Side- Travis
Aww! I love this song! Especially the line that says "The circle has one side". Ahh.. can I be romantic and say means it never ending love? Aww :P
22. What is your overall theme song?
Buddy Holly- Weezer
Who is he?! :P
Man, I have to say I have a random selection of music and I don't even know what half of them are about. :P
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the respective question.
4. With the question, comment on how it relates to the question.
5. Tag your mates.
1. How are you feeling today?
Karma- Alicia Keys
HAHAH!! What goes around comes around eh? Tis true~ :P
2. Will you get far in life?
This time is the Last time- Mae
What??? Holy!!! *looks behind for the Grim Reaper*
3. How do your friends see you?
Likufanele- Zero 7
It means "You" in Xhosa (say what? what language is that?)
My friends see me as "you". Means they see me as me? Or they see me as a reflection of them?
4. Will you get married?
Initial D- Jay Chou
HAHAHAHA!!!!! I will marry a fucking sexy car... What about that? :P
5. What is your best friend’s theme song?
So fine- Guns N Roses
I have a self obsessed best friend perhaps? Or a really dodgy one?
6. What’s the theme song of your life?
San Gatsu (3/9)- Remioromen
Ok this is a damn sad song la... And it's in Japanese. Hmm~ Will I marry a Japanese guy?! :D:D
7. What was high school like?
Im a bitch Im a lover- Sheryl Crowe
Starts with " I hate the world today...". Interesting. Perhaps I really was a bitch. HAHAH!
8. What is in store this weekend?
Rockin' Robin- Bobby Day
Yeay~ Sounds like a happy-go-lucky weekend. Chillaxing :D
9. How is your life going?
A quoi reve une jeune- Alizee
literal translation: What dream a young. Err?? Yong? Help? :P
I do dream a lot though. *stumped*
10. What’s the best thing about your friends?
Absolutely Everybody- Vanessa Amorosi
Whee~ everyone LOVES this song. Means my friends are awesome and everybody thinks they are awesome especially me~ Whee~ :P
11. What song will they play at your funeral?
Crushcrushcrush- Paramore
Oh man~ Well, that makes me kinda scared thinking about what my DEATH will be like. *gulp*
12. How does the world see you?
Fake Tales of San Francisco- Arctic Monkeys
Oh man.. ppl think im fake? But, if you listen to the song it's really funky and cool. HAHAH~ *in denial*
13. How can you make yourself happy?
Angel of Music- Phantom of the Opera
Well, music does make me happy
14. What should you do with your life?
Vicarious- Tool
to take a place of another as a substitution. Eg. Jesus took the place of sinners place vicariously on the cross.
Opps. Yeah my English so char.. I had to go and find defintion :P
I don't quite get what that means still actually. So, I should take place of another? I should die and take over a human body?! *evil grin*
15. Will you ever have children?
You give love a bad name- Bon Jovi
Guess not. :D:D:D:D I mean, :(
16. What song would you strip to?
Stickwitu- Pussy Cat Dolls
Seriously, just ask the PCD to strip. Not me! :P Though, this is quite a romantic/sexy song. Definitely would entice one's partner to have *erhem erhem* if you strip to this song.
17. What does your mom think of you?
The Distance- Travis
Hey! So ngam. Indeed... We are very far away. :P
18. What is your deepest darkest secret?
The Fletcher Memorial Home- Pink Floyd
That I actually like death? What? seriously. I think I just have depressing music.
19. What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Different People- No Doubt
Ah well, I guess that is why we are enemies eh?
20. What is your personality like?
One and One is Two- The Beatles
Well, it either means I'm really obvious. Or if in the context of the song... Means, I just desperately want to be in a relationship? HEHE!
21. What song will be played at your wedding?
Side- Travis
Aww! I love this song! Especially the line that says "The circle has one side". Ahh.. can I be romantic and say means it never ending love? Aww :P
22. What is your overall theme song?
Buddy Holly- Weezer
Who is he?! :P
Man, I have to say I have a random selection of music and I don't even know what half of them are about. :P
Let me go~
Why do I need to live my emotions through fiction?
I'm a woose....... (I don't even know how to spell the word)
On a happier note.
I got to dance my heart out yesterday! :D
I'm a woose....... (I don't even know how to spell the word)
On a happier note.
I got to dance my heart out yesterday! :D
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