When no one is here

I have times where I just want to sit and stare without moving. Times like these are when I feel completely alone in the world. I question everything and feel the pointlessness of life rush over me. Though nothing really rushes over me, it just is.

I have come to learn that this feeling is not good for me to indulge in. So I try to reach out, and I will act out anyway. Push myself back into my own hole.

Sit and stare. Not speak. Let the tears roll.

Curious how this already lonely world can still find ways to make one feel even more alone.