That loneliness can consume one so much that it is all there is to live for.
The struggle between it being easier to be alone and the joy of being around people you care for.
It is a tough battle to fight.
The sadness in loneliness can be comforting somehow.
Yet, you long for the warmth that those you love provide you with.
You want to reach out and seek for that warmth. Searching for that light but feel the darkness soothe you from within.
Sometimes it seems like a struggle between two personalities. Fighting for one to win.
Yet when the light reaches out to you, you can't deny the strength you draw from it. You feed on it and it makes you stronger. Guiding you to the warmth you so crave.
It is funny no matter how long I stay in the darkness of loneliness that seems so natural, it feels like home following the hand that holds the torch.
In other words, am grateful for all the love I am blessed with from my family and closest friends.
A little different sort of love that Valentine's Day promotes but yeah, I wonder what is it that allows me to let darkness envelope me sometimes :P
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