hormones have reverted

I am sure I have blogged about this before. Where I state that I actually am unusually angsty and emotional but when PMS comes around, I am completely happy and satisfied.

So, my normal stance is to be emo, angsty and irrationally irritable. Lacking some hormones or just born this way?

Well, looking back. My emotions seem to generally be at the level of what people would normally call PMS and; people only tend to like me more when I am actually PMS-ing (which is when I'm all happy and bubbly).

Perhaps if I have nothing nice to say, I should not say anything at all. Ok, I shall keep my opinions and emotions to myself. ALLLLL to myself. That way no one would ever see my true self.

My life shall be led out with a poker face. Of which I already have anyways.

Sometimes it seems that I just do not want to allow myself to be happy.

Sometimes... I watch myself sabotage myself.

1 comment:

magmachilli said...

Reversion implies a return to a former state. So... have you reverted to a normal human being? Or do you mean you've reverted back to your normal stance?

Whatever the case, hope you're alright. Try to be happy.