small talk

"Small Talk"

Sometimes... I forget how do to do it. 

Your name

Your country

Your course

Your interests

Your age

Your hobbies

Sometimes, I miss high school where we could always talk about bullshit, nonsense and knew what everyone was "doing" 'cause we all saw each other everyday anyways.

"Oh, hi! So what have you been up to?" 

Sue-Anne's brain processing: "Don't know... Can't remember... *struggles to recall*" 

Blurts out: "Nothing much, really."

Something tells me that I have forgotten how to socialise. aikz~

Missing home~

"Missing home"

Keep dreaming about home. Friends back home. Family back home. 

Dreamt about swimming with friends back home. Dreamt about riding Elephants with family back home. 

I had a "taste" of home last night. A new cafe opened up on Elizabeth Street called "Coconut House". The most authentic Nasi Lemak I have had in Melbourne so far! Got the egg, the papadum, the santan rice, the sambal, the ikan bilis, the peanuts, the cucumber, the wonderful-mouth-watering curry and CHICKEN!! Dang na bit. Twas awesome.

Sometimes I sit at my table and forget that I am actually in Australia- only to look up from Quantitative Methods and see an unfamiliar lay out... 

Sometimes I think Im at home when I decide to wear shorts and a t shirt to step out to buy groceries- only to realise the sun may be shining but the wind is bloody cold...

Home-- it's warm, sunny, has small walkways, where shops open even AFTER proper working hours (8am-5pm), where one can count on a good friend to step up to help, where family really is.

A lil cross-stitch that used to hang in my house.  

"Home Sweet Home- Where the heart is *heart*" 

SO true~ 

We all need to move on

"We all need to move on"

And by "we", I mean "me".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHA!!

Sue-Anne is crazily addicted to 'one tree hill'. It's like a teenage version of daytime soap opera but I llOooveee it! :P

I must quit you

"I must quit you"

Coffee & Cigarettes by Michelle Featherstone 

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I must quit, I must quit, you

never letting you go

"never letting YOU go"

... yet I'm choking myself. 

I wonder if really feminine boutique stores would hire me. Like, 'Peter Alexander'? I wonder if I do get hired, will I become super girly like the store is? :P

I wonder if this 'recession' will mean that I won't get hired next year? 

Would I opt to suffer in pain and die if I ever get cancer or will I go through the usual chemotherapy? On the basis that the cancer cells have spread and/or is quite big.

Will I actually be afraid when staring in the face of death or will I be just as calm about as I am now? 

This natural balance of life... I believe in it yet I don't understand it. If we were meant to die some time- why did God give us enough brains to slow down/quicken (pollution and all) the process? 

One's death doesn't bring joy to anyone in the world but does it bring relief to the one who had to suffer before dying?

When will the end justify the means?

When will one cease to believe?

the time we live in

"the time we live in"

letters mean emails

keeping in touch means leaving msg on facebook

Caring means calling and forgetting

A world where love does not mean...

"Always and forever"

just fuck each other already

"Just fuck each other already"

We are all annoyed. so just fucking do it already.

Fuck.

Sue-Anne needs some angry music... Sue-Anne needs some sanity...

FUCK