Who?

Who am I, really? 

Is it being suppressed? 

Am I just burnt out? 

It has only been 1.5 years. 

They say you got to be fearless to make a change in your life. 

I planned for 10 years to be here. 

Now all I want to do is leave. 

Where to? 

I'm not sure. 

Am I brave enough?

Perhaps. 

But I want to complete what I have started.

At least to a certain extent.  

Am I just being naive? 

Can ppl rly find sth to do that makes them happy? 

Am I just burnt out? 

Do I know who I rly am? 

They say they have never insisted on me being sth that THEY wanted me to be. 

Then, why do I feel like I have been defined by their visions of me? 

Do I rly know who I am? 

Or is it being shadowed by visions of who I should be? 

Who am I, really? 

If you won't be reasonable...

... Then neither shall I.

Heavy heart

My heart is heavy.

Heavy with people's doubts and fears.

Am I delusional to be optimistic?

Cuteness

:)

About complaints and control

Good quote from the boy: you should not be complaining if you haven't taken reasonable steps to resolve the issue in the first place. Step up and address the issue rather than living around it.

On an entirely separate note, I was just thinking about how just because some ppl insist what they do is showing you their love and taking care of you, it still shouldn't give them the right to control you. Live by their rules per say. I cannot continue to ask how high every time someone says jump. Advice hidden as mere suggestions, but their real intention is for me to do exactly what they want.

My dreams and values are NOT your dreams and values just because you caveat your advice with "see, we love you so much".

Dreams

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWgvqruYdbQ&sns=em

Everyday

I wish everyday were like today.

Wet, sloshy and cold on the outside. Warm, snuggly and filled with love on the inside.

Days like these, I wish I could give my everything to hv time frozen in our day dreams like this.